With all that is going on in my world, from socially to academically, there is just not enough time to solve the problems I face, without first quitting my habitual nature with marijuana. Everyday, I've become accustomed to smoking numerous blunts throughout the day to put off the thought of real world problems. I constantly alter my mind in hopes of expunging the problem at hand, but obviously the weed doesn't suffice.
Quite honestly, I need a change of environment. I need different influences in my life. I need more positive influences that will keep me in check and motivate me to be successful, because as of now, between my typical, lethargic behavior and the amount of mind-altering substances within reach, I've become a zombie, constantly eking my way through life.
Hopefully I get accepted to one of the numerous schools I've applied to for this Fall Semester and I can start seeing legitimate change, real soon.
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